I forgot about this blog...

And so given that people, actually, maybe no one really knows about this blog, I can practically write whatever I want here.

I feel weird. I am not happy, I am not sad. I just feel so stagnant--like I am not motivated or inspired. Which to be honest is really quite boggling since in a few days I start rehearsing for a show I have been dreaming to do for a really long time.

Was it the shoot? What happened? Its like it subdued me and made me feel less...

I want to be able to feel more. I feel a bit numb.